i think the world is really ironic. in many ways.
i mean, something that makes someone very happy can make another someone really miserable.
and how just one moment can lead to so many other occurances that lead to so many different reactions of different people.
as days go by, my relationship with many people get continually strained.
also i've been thinking hard about what i should do to improve these relationships. not only at sch, but also at home.
but each time i try to make things better, mixed messages get sent and wrong intentions get put across, leading to a whole other mess.
just recently i think someone gave me enough reassurance to go ahead with what i've always wanted to do.
so i did, and im waiting to see what happens next.
if i could turn back time, i wouldn't change what happened. instead, probably, just when things happened and how i reacted to it.
because from that moment, i've come to learn many new things, and i don't regret doing so.
it takes two hands to clap so how am i to make up when you guys are not interested?
maybe im worng, and im sorry if im wrong.
but prove it to me if you say im wrong.
people say you can't have your cake and eat it too.
but if thats the case, what's the use of getting your cake if you can't eat it?
excuse me if im foolish, im still learning.